It Must Be Because I Decided to Leave

Filmstill It Must Be Because I Decided to Leave

It Must Be Because I Decided to Leave

Yi ding shi yin wei wo yao li kai
Zhuoyun Chen
International Competition Documentary Film 2025
Documentary Film
USA
2025
19 minutes
Chinese
Subtitles: 
English

The boundaries between dream, memory, cinema, and different parts of the self dissolve to ravishing effect in this latest short by Los Angeles-based Chinese artist Zhuoyun Chen. Moving woozily between diary, autofiction and free association, “It Must Be Because I Decided to Leave” is awash with half-remembered exchanges, infectiously surreal images and the narrator’s desire to make sense of things, which never quite happens. Oneiric motifs of all kinds abound: Rocks are clasped by hands or merge with faces, screens appear in windowpanes or headlights, a gleaming red sports car spins in the California desert, a shadowy figure walks into a cave, and a dog rises up from a pool in reverse, its scrabbling limbs rendered in elegant superimpositions. The narrator shuttles through thoughts of desire, family and dislocation and refers to any number of “yous” and “Is”, although they could easily be one and the same. If “we all have landscapes inside”, this is a journey through them.

James Lattimer

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Director
Zhuoyun Chen
Script
Zhuoyun Chen
Cinematographer
Luca Cioci
Editor
Zhuoyun Chen
Producer
Zhuoyun Chen
Sound
Zhuoyun Chen, Paul Mason
Sound Design
Zhuoyun Chen
Score
Keju Luo
Narrator
Siru Wen